Where I keep my heart and soul

2009-07-25T23:36:00.000+08:00

couldn't resist blogging..

une coeur gonflee.

Aigh

2009-07-22T23:01:00.001+08:00

I say only what I mean, and I mean what I say, same goes for whatever I do. Is it so difficult to see things as they are?

Maybe I seem so "childish", "spoilt" and whatever else because I try to be as straightforward as I can be, and don't think like what everyone else would think or miscontrue it to be.

Is it really that hard? I don't know. I wish it weren't, but we know this won't happen and it never will. It's hard to accept. But c'est la vie.

I guess so much has happened and I really need some breathing space and not judgement.

I'm tired.

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2009-07-21T18:03:00.001+08:00

I suddenly felt this sense of loss...

So many people that I know are going to be going away, some to near places and others really faraway.
(I don't only refer to the French immersion kids :)
And then I realised that I was faced with this decision too, I'm still deciding, but I guess nothing's ever static, we can't always expect to be around the same people, always in our comfort zones.

And I always wonder if it'd be much less painful, if I were never on close terms with anybody, and I just didn't participate that it wouldn't hurt at all when people left, or when things had to end. Then I also wonder whether it'd really be less painful, maybe it would hurt even more that I wasn't close to people and didn't treasure them when they were around.

there's always a dilemma, right?
if only we could get answers to all our questions.
:)

We know the truth, not only be the reason, but also be the heart. -Blaise Pascal

再见~不是别离时惯用的语句，而是再次见面的承诺。Keep the I Do spirit alive.

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2009-07-01T23:15:00.001+08:00

好久不见！

一转眼，六月假期就过了。。时间真的流逝得好快！
好吧，既然GATOT要我写些关于假期生活的事，我就将就她：D

怎么说呢，这次的假期根本不像假期，总是觉得有点愧疚的感觉，因为没好好地利用时间，有时候就睡到迟迟才起身！哈哈：)让你们知道了我的小秘密。
不过，也算是有做好我的功课，没有什么临时没做完而要交上去的！

但就是因为上个礼拜很多天晚睡，所以星期天没睡好，开学第一天双眼惺忪地走入学校，看到老师们戴着口罩，感到惊讶！赫赫就是这样开学了。。

这3天也过得瞒轻松的，老师们也似乎还没放完假，所以没给什么功课。但是，我们要快加把劲！因为这学期真的很快就会结束，还有考试即将来临，一定要有所准备吧！

最后的冲刺，其实生命就掌握在自己手里，我们一起加油吧！

(HAPPY, GATOT? :DD)

SCHOOOL'S OUT

2009-05-31T23:06:00.002+08:00

YEAHHHH school's out!!

I've watched discs 6-8 of "24" Season 5! :)

Jack Bauer is AWESOME, simply awesome I tell you!

The ending just left me hanging in the air!!! But I'll watch seasons 6 and possibly 7 at the end of the year :D

Anyhow, it's been a very hurried term, term 2.

And for the final term, I just hope it'll be enjoyable, y'know?

All school terms invariably end up being very rushed, and we sometimes don't know that time has passed so quickly!

But some things never change, and they never will.

Those are the bonds that keep us together!'

like this.

With All I Am (By Hillsong)

2009-05-10T16:06:00.001+08:00

(sweet) sixteen <3

2009-04-19T13:00:00.002+08:00

Firstly, thank you EVERYONE, all the well-wishers, for the hugs that made me feel loved, and for the presents & cards, whether quirky or cool :)

I realised that knowing that I'm really trying my best, trumps feelings of loss when I think that I've screwed up tests.

Take me, mould me, use me, fill me, I give my life to the Potter's hand.

officially 16!
JANE

board camp 09!

2009-03-18T22:58:00.004+08:00

"So she says what's the problem baby.."
"Run baby run, don't ever look back, they'll tear us apart.."
"Low, low, low, low, low, low..."

Those songs sound so familiar, they just keep playing on in my mind like a broken record!

BOARD CAMP 09! (:

I'm going to blog about it, and I shall not postpone this, because I'm afraid it will slip away before I know it. So I'm going to catch if before it falls... as you can tell, i am really in a highhhhh mood. <3>
we gathered in the ks chee, sang board songs and had LITE address (when they told us to HAVE FUN :D), hopped on the bus, and reach CAMP CHALLENGE SEMBAWANG in no time. got to dorms where we were going to spend the next 2 nights sleeping at, BED BUDDY TING!! and mandi. they thought we were too enthu so we didn't need any ice breakers. Basically, we kept cheering at every single thing they said, like "okay, now we have high elements/low elements!", then we went "WOOOOHH!!" yeah :D
High elements- did the multi vine! oh gosh, weird jokes they relate with T & J and the jungle vines! hahah, but it was fun. many did the pampers pole (?!) but most memorable was azira's! (:
YAY. then lunch :D we did indoor activities after that coz it rained, like Diamond where we carried one another and saw flexible people like LIQI and TING do their THING.
Night maze plus scary inspirational (so not) movie! it was quite funny Juliettt FU and I we ran into a bunch of Fedeleans and Foveons in the maze! then we all were led out nicely by Tay WEI LING! yay :D scary movies were really quite scary :(

DAY TWO!!
We started off with Geocaching! Sembawang park yo. Secretariat people! our cheer man (to the melody of Thunderation):
Secretariat, Secretariat (right hand write towards right, then left hand write towards left)
We the, Secretariat People (both hands write, downwards)
When we scribe with fiery passion (heart shape from heart to people)
We create a sensation (TADAHHHH action)
Secretariat! (jump!)
Sssssssssssss... (wiggle down)
SECOND TO NONEEE. (come up with a gun sign under chin- which screams: we are cool like that!)
OKAY. so, geocaching was, i admit, tiring xD for old people, eh. older. then then then then! lunch. mobile adventure! archery + group juggle + PROBLEM game.
archery was fun! just that i don't think i have much talent there xD
GROUP JUGGLE WAS AMAZING CO-ordination. JOY and I have good co-ord, I say. Both Left and Right hand throws are good! :D hehehhee. we can totally play petanque together :D
PROBLEM was nice. it really does show you that hey, when you put your mind to something, you can do it. together as a team (:
CAMPFIRE!! melvin and john, are, i think, in a world of their own (HAPPY WORLD!) but it was really fun. melvin can jump 6 chairs yo :D
we didn't wanna leave the campfire and just kept continuing to sing board songs till ms picca stepped in XD

DAY THREE!!!
it then dawned upon me that we were leaving :(
we had finale challenge, which was three-legged race (I THINK SEC WAS SECOND OKAY! second to none, that means HR is none..? but ju will kill me. so okay. HR won. but sec was good too :D) and 4-way captain's ball! that was fun... a nice last activity :D
we did cheers for the instructors, like uniteeeeee and we jumped and jived to WHERE I BELONG in the LEGACY HALL!
where i belong, where i keep my heart and soul, where dreams come true for us...
as we walk together hand in hand towards a future so bright!
i was still wondering if there were gonna be prizes for geocaching. but anyway, the most funny thing today was, melvin and john hijacked people's phones and took their own pictures, and made them wallpaper!!
ZI LIAN right. self-obsessed yo :D
but when we had to leave...
they ran all the way to the entrance!!!! to catch our buses. to wave goodbye.. for the last time, y'know?

"there are times you want to sit down and cry..."
but i hope you hold your head up high, 'cause we've come so far i know, many miles to go, together we will fly.

keep the faith rgspb <3

POST SLI!

2009-03-13T17:29:00.004+08:00

POST SLI was really quite amazing. Foveo's skit was cool! ours was phail.. the food was good ;D Am annoyed that ... every game... xD NEVERMIND. I won't bid so high next time!!

We got so high singing board songs that we started singing NDP songs, like One People, One Nation & Home, just to name a few! :D Funny iPod game, I agree. LUCKILY I didn't sing, I'm certain the glass would've shattered into a million pieces from my off-tune singing.

Am supposed to be studying for Theory Exam (tmr), finishing up my Philo FA & packing for the 2 camps which will last from tomorrow till Wednesday. Reminds me of last year's OSL-selection + Guides Camp + PB Camp during which I didn't return home for.. 6 days, and slept in tents for the first 3 days. Now that I look back, it's funny how I didn't collapse during the camps, and actually enjoyed all 3 of them!

....Those were the days :)

I almost lost my cool just now, but I'm thankful I held back. I probably should try the close my eyes and count to ten move...

But sometimes I really don't understand why we can't be decisive about things, have faith in our decisions, and go ahead and make the best of it. When we question ourselves, we shake our confidence in ourselves... and after going one big round we come back to the same point, and we're so tired by then. It helps us rationalise, but if we could trust ourselves on the first time, we wouldn't have to crack our brains open to convince ourselves that what we thought of is a good idea.. You know what I mean?

Like we can't force ourselves to sit down and think of something, or reach a conclusion, when it just isn't humanly possible. Like when we all of our heads are slowly falling to the table with our eyelids closed.. We should also respect that freedom of time isn't something we all can afford.

my head hurts now ((:

BUT, But, but.. TERM ONE IS OVERRRRRR! HOORAY :D
(funny that when the school claps really loudly when we are told that we have a declared school holiday, it kinda says something about the fact that we need a break from school so badly xD)

SLI 09!

2009-02-27T23:40:00.002+08:00

SLI 09 is officially over! :D
Kudos to the SLI OT team and all people involved... it was really a very exciting and memorable SLI (:
And JOY and ANTHEA, you guys did it! (:

SLI ITEM :D
Thank you Yuqing, Fior and Fedele, for everything (:
You guys are an awesome bunch of people!
We really managed to pull it off today, without having practised the entire item in the amphi before... XD

So sorry this blog post is superbly short since I'm supposed to be mugging for Geog Challenge now, which I willlll get back to shortly :D

SIX SONGS COLLIDE

2009-02-02T22:21:00.003+08:00

Thank you GATOT employee for the song!
I've been playing it over and over again on Youtube that they might decide to start having charged-channels, hahaha (:

I think I owe this blog some real updates!
So now, despite having SS FA and HCL compo and GEOG WS to do etcetera I will blog! :D Against better judgement!

i very proudly proclaim...

school is actually exciting, because my seatmates are just really awesome! the block of people on my side of the classroom (actually since our class is really small everyone can hear us). Mish and I were singing SIX SONGS COLLIDE (which I'm listening to right now :D) so loudly even after Math started xD and Yuan Teng just always has something to say about everything I do hahhahaha!

and for the very first time, i prepared birthday presents for people this week way in advance :D

that i didn't fall asleep in class today during French, when I usually have to battle my way against the tide of eyelid-drooping! without having to drink coffee (okay i drank green tea but that is healthy!)

everybody... SMILE!
question during french class: what do you notice about someone when you talk to him/her?
answer: his/her smile :)

TAG REPLIES!!!!!!! (yay! sorry for them they are SO SO SO unupdated: dating since September 08... but i promise to be a better blogger :D)
DRUMROLLLLL... Arranged in alphabetical order for tag replies! (((:

An Employee: I think you’re ET J
Anabelle: Hahaha, yes Darcy (:
Anthea: I missed you when you were in France! No one to laugh funnily at me, haha (: CRAZY SEATMATE! Spongebobbbbb :D
Azira: Love you too, thanks so much. MOOOOO!
Candy: We stayed until about 12am, they came to the hotel! (:
Celeste: muahahaha maybe, if/when I become pro-er…
Cheryl GATOT: hey employeeeeee (: Federer, MANUTD rock! :D
Chrisanda: hey chris! J yup, thanks so much. Have fun in RJ okay! Come back often (:
eLeNa: ELENA! Yep, you too! Oh man, miss you.
Ginteng: hahah I am so not scary J happy birthday in advance yo!
James: okay, will do soon! Hope you had a good time in Taiwan for hols!
Jianxiong: Haha, yes, drop by more often! J I’ll update more often too.
Karmin: hahahaha, I hope you can still say “we love you” after spending one entire year in the same French class as me :D ICYL <3
KE DOU: I MISS YOU, really. <3
LIQI: thank you SO MUCH for your encouragement… I hope you liked the b’day gift, hahahah! And no, you didn’t irritate me during ICYL. I just hope I didn’t annoy you! I think I had a black face most of the time, not brown-ish xD
MANDI: thanks MAN. I hope your CNY was good. And really, I haven’t told you yet, but really, well done for PROGS, you’re progbably the best. But you know logs beats you hands down… (: LOGICALLY THE BEST! YAY :D hahaha sorry. Thanks man!
Mickey: HAHAHA YO YO YOU :D
Nellie: no, okay does NOT mean 3.9+ (: but, rather, okay OKAY. Hahahah thanks for being such a loyal tagggerrr! I see you know gatot as well :D
Nigel: Haha, I miss you guys. See you all at the gathering!
Rach Tan: muahahha poot. I think I got over GG L hahhaa. But I’ll never forget 3 words, 8 letters. Ingenious!
SARAH SIAW: you are NOT an academic phailure, my dear! I love you, and thank you so much for everything that you’ve done. This probably doesn’t do you justice, but, Je T’aime, logically speaking (:
Shuhui: I MISS YOU TOO!!!! OUR ICE CREAM DATE.
TALIA/HUGO: Hugo, I miss talking to you on the phone about random things other than ICYL, digressing like mad! (: WAS YOUR PHONE BILL OKAY? HAHAHA. Mine was well.. acceptable xD Reply my letter when you have time, okay? TAKE CARE MY DEAR <3
Wenyan: Hahaha, I haven’t really talked to you in ages… Even though we see each other every morning!!
Xinyuan: Thank you! It was fun being in the AV room with y’all during CCAO :D let’s fold more butterflies soon!

I'm yours, truly.

Somewhere Out There

2009-01-30T23:43:00.001+08:00

RGChoir's Sec 4 busking group (some of the members include Qi Qi, Chloe, Shelly and Jovina & friends) sang this song Somewhere Out There, and I looked it up on YouTube, I really like the lyrics and melody, so here's the lyrics! Enjoy (:

Somewhere Out There
written by James Horner, Barry Mann, Cynthia Weil

Somewhere out there
beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me
and loving me tonight

Somewhere out there
someone's saying a prayer
That we'll find one another
in that big somewhere out there

And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there
if love can see us through
Then we'll be together
somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true

And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there
if love can see us through
Then we'll be together
somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true

2009-01-24T00:28:00.003+08:00

梁静茹: 如果有一天, 词:易齐, 曲:郭文贤

现在也只能欣赏唯一的合照

一张淡忘了的是那个街角

想念的是当时的微笑

生活中交错失望越想念就越孤单

若再被寂寞迎头赶上多感伤

原来只是正常你是不是也在品尝一个人的咖啡和天光

是不是也忽然察觉到多出时间看天色的变换

如果有一天我们再见面

时间会不会倒退一点

也许我们都忽略互相伤害之外的感觉

如果哪一天我们都发现

好聚好散不过是种遮掩

如果我们没发现就给彼此多一点时间

Haha I made Yuan Teng addicted to the song too :D:D The tune is sooo catchy, but it's rather emo though :( Love it so much, I've played it more than 10 times... (: Happy Chinese New Year!!! Rest well during the break okay everyone? 加油！

<3,>

my two cents' worth

2009-01-05T20:17:00.006+08:00

Some things just set my thinking today...

What happened in the hall during S-L sharing.

When we say we care for their welfare, I'm certain it doesn't entail sitting there and not bothering when close to 900 people are in the hall without aircon, with only fans at the back, the doors all shut.

When we want to be situationally aware, we know it's about knowing when we have to stand still and not speak and when we can make noise. But I think it's also about being able to see that people are fidgety because of the unbearable heat, and that they can barely pay attention to the talk because of the temperature. It is also knowing that standing up and getting out of the hall to get the air con remote and possibly disrupting a little of the talk (which might not even happen) is irrelevant in the face of the situation.

I'm not addressing this at any group or individual, nor speaking from a higher moral ground of any sort, because if I had reacted earlier, the environment might have been much more conducive. It just set me thinking (internally & externally), and I'm only wondering that out of the 900 people in the hall, perhaps there were people concerned, but were either too tired, jaded, or just didn't bother to do something about anything.

And is that what we really want? It was ironic that we were all listening to the talk on "meeting the needs of the community" and "serving", when no one bothered to meet the needs of that very community we were in, in the hall.

But that is not to say we were all indifferent apathetic individuals... Because I'm sure we all had reasons for not standing up earlier, for not speaking out loud enough, and those reasons could very well be valid.

But we can do something about it, and whatever we do isn't insignificant or too late.

This is probably a teeny issue to some, most or everyone, but if in the future, something comes along and it matters, the thing is we shouldn't wait till it's too late :)

2008-12-17T15:55:00.002+08:00

HEY WORLD :)

I feel like I haven't been here in ages, even though it's just been a month or so... Perhaps longer.
I'm so sorry I had to miss today's gathering with the Dwen An RI & RGS group! :( Sorry guys & girls! Need to pack.

Ah yes, and school is starting again soon, we didn't really need Reporting Day or CCAO to remind us, but it does, so we're supposed to be getting back in the mood of studying, but I'm not really ready for this..

In any case, I really hope that everyone's holiday has been good, enjoyable, and FUN :D
For me, it was all three, really!

2008 was a year of Ups, Downs and Ups (in this order, it was mostly alternating).
Starting with:
1 Orientation (Up),
2 SLI (Down/Up)
3 the Math tests (Down),
4 start of ICYL (Up),
5 MYAs (Up),
6 Wales & Ireland Trip (Up),
7 IMCB (Up),
8 Dwen An Summer Camp (REALLY UP),
9 Back To School (Down),
10 Pre-Pre-ICYL planning (Down Down..),
11 Till Pre-ICYL (Down & Up because it was stressful but it was really fun packing with Logs & Logs "Honorary Members/Slaves"),
12 ICYL (Up & Down & Up),
13 Post-ICYL (Down because I really miss it, Up because I realised that I really enjoyed myself planning with OT and LOGS),
14 Taiwan trip (Up)
15 Back to Singapore & Real Life + Holidays ending (Up/Down)
16 Packing (Can't decide yet)
17 Looking forward to Christmas (UP)

I'm glad 2008 is coming to a close (a very exciting one too), and (a very rare thing you hear from me), I am LOOKING FORWARD to Reporting Day, CCAO, Orientation09, and SEC FOUR YEAR.

we'll rock 2009 together! :)

2008-11-09T21:55:00.006+08:00

I MISS ICYL, today was post-mortem and I can't believe how fast everything has flown by.
Sometimes you wish you'd enjoyed it more when you had it, now it's all over and there's nothing you can do about it, and as much as you want it back, it's over.

haha, the harsh reality of it all... but the memories stay close to my heart. will, for a loooonnngggggg loooooonnngggg time. because it's the people that mattered the most, i learnt and understood, it's the people who drive everything you see and know to be true.

but there are MANY MANY PEOPLE I wanna thank here before I lose my sanity tonight,

THE ESTATE, AV, GO staff & crew, thank you so much for putting up with our last-minute requests (passed on from somewhere else), but still, thank you so much.

TEACHERS esp. Ms Koh who helped out so much, thank you very very much for just being there with us and working alongside us, such that we wouldn't have to stay up later than we did, putting up with our last minute requests to help us print, laminate and decorate things.

FACILS for doing what they do best, hyping up the delegates and really adding value to their experience at ICYL. thank you, for without you all, their experience wouldn't have been the same.

OT for just being awesome, you guys really are.

loggers! for putting up with this extremely demanding (HUGO &) BOSS here, and for being the greatest team ever, the team I can depend on and trust! You never knew it but I trusted you all to see everything through. And I knew that everything would run smoothly with you guys handling it! :D

THE amazing PEOPLE behind it- Talia Seet (HUGO), Cheng Lynn (Lazy/Loser Lynn/Star Employee), Elaine Tay (ET!/AV problem-solver), Cheryl Gatot (Gatot), Sarah Siaw (Smarah/Siow), Ariel (Tee/Laundry lady), Qiqi (Qi-squared), Ying Xin (:D), Jia Ying (Ribbon lady) & teeny weeny meee (BOSS).

Some I just came up random nicknames okay :D Like, ribbon lady! Haha but some others... Hmm, I think they will stick for a long time.

And thank you all for coining this wunderfoooollll nickname for Talia & I, (HUGO & BOSS).

Logistics: Logically the best!- we expect the unexpected.

And sometimes, (only sometimes), Fed-ex: We live to deliver.

Yours truly (XOXO),

BOSS :D

2008-11-09T21:55:00.003+08:00

I remember some time back, when I was really really busy, I'd say:
"If you've something important, email me, I'll check."

A few weeks back, when emails were just too overwhelming I decided important things should come in another way, I said:
"If you've something important, sms me, I'll reply."

And then now I think, I realise,
"If you've something important, call me, I'll be there."

Maybe, in a few days' time, I'll say to you:
"If you've something important, come find me, talk to me face-to-face, we'll discuss it together."

Haha. The Failings Of Technology... Makes me realise the simplest things, I should never forget.
GAH. If I could count down, I wish I didn't have to, but i Do have to... It's 9 November, and that's exactly 7, or if you are more precise, 6 days to ICYL. TELL ME ABOUT IT.

But I thank God for all the people in our team, ESP talia, haha.
When I refresh my email inbox and realise that 10 emails have come in within 5 minutes of me clearing my previous unread emails, I realise that out of the 10 emails, 5 of them are from Talia, replying to the 5 emails that others have sent.

Talk about efficiency :)

2008-10-16T18:59:00.003+08:00

yup, got back my papers.
OKAY is the only word i have to describe them.. we're not elated, but what else can I say?
we'll live.

Haha, the last post seemed emo enough.
Alright, shaken that off already...

New obsession (spelt correctly?) being Edward Cullen (yes, you're right-Twilight, New Moon; on to Eclipse and later on buying Breaking Dawn).
And borrowed Rachel TAN the POOT's GG Season 1 boxset.. Haha, don't laugh.
-SEE I MENTIONED YOU poot :D, now don't stop reading!-

Yeah-though there're so many things going on now-GMAC, Geog File (!), South Div Day, Geog Tourism Comp, Secretariat stuffies + DEPT PROPOSAL (haha!), PEP paper, 1st COY initiative, ICYL. All in order of appearance, ha. I really need a helping hand right now, or at least, just not add to this.

alright, hope the week will fly past just as every other week has... only i wish some moments coud last longer. then again, savour every moment, yeah? this transience, only You know.

2008-10-13T22:51:00.005+08:00

If we can't be trusted to do A then don't trust us to do anything at all.

EYAs over! Glad they are, even though Chem was terribly bad. I really mean terrible.

And for ICYL.. Everyone seems to be super on about things, like the night Chem ended we were calling around and stuff. But we're still waiting for things to be confirmed, I really understand that it needs time, and when I nag, I don't mean malice. I really understand. Comprehend. Know. Empathise. All the words I say I mean, I don't just speak.

But the fact is that, we're being pressed by others as well. And no one other than probably Talia and I will understand that unless we start ordering things right now, we will really get very stressed closer to ICYL.

2008-10-01T15:44:00.003+08:00

有人在作文写道，我们不能轻易地放弃自己，因为...你可能就是另外一个人存在的理由. 我觉得...有道理. 几米写道，“所有的悲伤，总会留下一丝欢乐的线索；所有的遗憾，总会留下一处完美的角落。” 希望以上的这两句话，成为你的勉励！ :)

2008-09-21T00:02:00.003+08:00

It takes courage, to walk towards this miniscule beacon of light when all around you is darkness, darkness and just darkness. Maybe a few stars shining faintly here and there, but you're finding your way out of this tunnel. Which doesn't seem to have an end.

It takes strength, to believe in yourself, to believe in You when everything is plummeting down. It doesn't help when it all comes crashing down on you. But You have given me this courage and strength, to hold on. And you have sent angels to tell me so.

There are times I feel like I'm falling apart because of all this.

But there's something called believing, and letting go of the hurt, anger, lack of faith, disappointment.. (the list grows longer)... and just doing all you can.

Thank you to those who have smiled at me even though it's sometimes returned with a wan, tired smile. Or a smile you know I've plastered on. Sometimes I've to muster up so much to smile. I'm trying... falling sometimes, but I'll pick myself up from there. For all those who stopped and picked me up, albeit a few, thanks :)

I'm hanging on by this thin thread-
But as every single day passes, it seems as if I've crawled upwards a little, just a little.
But I know that You will be with me, and You'll hold on to the thread-that I will not fall.
:D

The Weekend

2008-09-12T23:41:00.002+08:00

Wheeeeeee!
I think today's fencing was quite fruitful.. Even though there are some cuts on my hand for no reason. But bah, everybody who trains long enough has those calluses.

Oh and the weekend is finally here!
TGIF, hah.

but yes, starting to get back on track now.
i fell, but those who've "been there, done that" have told me to put it all behind me, pick myself up and move on. Will do.

I miss not having homework and having dinner with 9 other people at the same table.. Pigging out on very delicious food; wish we never had to leave!

2008-09-04T11:35:00.002+08:00

YAY
the gathering was very fun! (:
even though it rained.. haha and it was "phail"-my new favourite word- because we had to play table tennis.. on the FLOOR! but thanks to (was it yiwen) who brought the net, so we just set it up on the floor.
and thanks mrs yap for ordering in pizza for us yay!
heh joy wowed jing yuan with her ability to play bleeding love on the piano just like *snap* that.

i'm looking forward to our next gathering! and we must have full attendance yeah? *ahem* rachel and pris.. (:

i feel renewed.. and recharged, to be able to finish my ss pt (at least the letter) TODAY!
and i've decided on my geog article.. :D
muahaha. now i'm left with math and chem and physics worksheets. whoohoo.

i will not repeat the same mistake i did with the june hols.. no more left-over holiday homework from me. (:

okay. shall go practise piano now. exam tomorrow. AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

2008-09-02T15:19:00.002+08:00

how rude.

2008-09-01T00:19:00.003+08:00

Gala today.
Was considerably better than last year.. considering my tableau was last in 2007 and 4th in 2008. Before D.E.s, where I crashed out.

Was angry at a certain ref but I suppose like people say, the final decision lies with the referee. And if the referee is a qualified one, I think never mind that.
If only I had stood on the other side of the piste... She would have seen.

but other than that, it was rather eventful. seated fencing?! haha. short arms, me.
but meeting all old friends again was nice. Old Friend Winston.. And yeah, Rania! Aaron came back too. And spending time with our Z1 classmates like Eugene, Hai Ning, Hai Rou (:D) and Pearlyn, Virginia.. who are awesome, I must saw. USQ UNITED! HAHAH XD

Was surprised I didn't have to fence Lynn, but yeah kudos to her for winning 1st :D
Whee. I must train harder lah. And practise showing clearer parry ripostes, huh.

2008-08-30T22:00:00.002+08:00

Freedom yay :)
fed-ex's advertisement promises that they live to deliver,
but i don't :)
chippy's. was disappointed i couldn't have that. but i understand.
sometimes it isn't always about me, it's about it.
but other times, we need to see it that way.

i have my piano exams on friday, and my scales are still terrible. am still making tons of slips because of lack of practise. seriously.
it hurts knowing i can, but because people don't want to stand in others' shoes, they don't understand.
they don't know the pain, because it means nothing to them.

TERM 3 is almost OVER.

2008-08-28T21:48:00.005+08:00

The last day of actual school for term 3 calls for a celebration post :D
Haha, not that I am desperate for a break.
Yes, I am... But this September holiday break isn't really like a relax-and-let-your-hair-down break. It's more like a very WORK-ish break, even the teachers admit and drill that in :)

Oh well. But I am convinced I will enjoy myself, sleep early and wake up bright and fresh, not dreary nor stumbling into the toilet trying to pry my eyes open when I can BARELY stand straight. Yes. :)

WHEE. Teachers' day tomorrow and yes profiling after that.
I WILL EAT CHIPPY'S TOMORROW. I MUST.

Been pigging out on unhealthy foods like ice cream (haagen dazs, i say, is toooooooo indulgent :[)
HEHE and also of course, chips from school (and chips are still unhealthy even if they say they do not contain cholesterol on the package. there are, of course, other ingredients..)

BLEARGH.

i've survived.

TAG REPLIES (I'm sorry it's super overdue! And my brother conveniently turned off the modem so everything I just typed 10 mins ago just got deleted.)
talia: hey :D haha, yeah, i typed that after a very traumatic day :) but i'm glad we survived this term.
liqi: hey leech! :D thanks :) <3!
典典: hey 你好！嗯你也要哦！
liqi: hahahah, yesh we had much fun and learnt so much in taiwan :D don't worry, you will too in changcun!
蝌蚪: 呵呵我也相信我们会再见的!
prischew: hahah pris! i miss taiwan tooooooo <3
饅頭!!: 我也相信我们会再见面的!
abigail: hahaha yep! okay will do :)
mickey: hey mickey! :P
nellie: hahaha, a few years back :)
jia he: whee. macaroon and meringue, yes!
rania: hey :D haha are you much better now?
emily: okay, will relink! :D
Jumped: hahah i know you know i know.. why.
isaac: absolutely. tag more!!
steph: hahaha yes, i wiki-ed it!
maureen: hahahah you TOO :)
joanne: haha alright i will relink!
elena: same thing, will relink! :D how are you??
chunnie: i was!! :D
hafizah: hahaha of course i do :D
matt: haha :)
anky: hahhah in chinese new year! when we were younger.. hehe
sarah: hello girl :D:D over-achieving? you must be kidding me. my GPA was dropped v. significantly.. :( sigh.
darren: hellO!
ellie: haha replied tag! :)

THERE, loves! :D

2008-08-19T23:17:00.002+08:00

but i am barely hanging on.
the last few shreds of hope-
invisible.

no, don't. don't, anymore.
don't try.

2008 Dwen An Summer Camp Singapore Group <3

2008-08-16T00:27:00.005+08:00

This (long overdue) post is dedicated to-
The people from the 2008 Dwen An Summer Camp Singapore Group! <3

[Jane + Joy, Rachel Lu, Prischew, Nigel, Sean, Ren Hao, Jing Yuan, Jia Jie, Yi Wen]!

Thank you so much :D

I realise that the lyrics of this song really fit:

We were strangers starting out on our journey
Never dreaming what we'd have to go through
Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected what you did to my heart
When I lost hope you were there to remind me
This is the start

And Life is a road and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
A Wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

(chorus)

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
I know that (our) dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

(chorus)

In the end I wanna be standing at the beginning with you

-At the Beginning

We were strangers.. now we've built strong friendships :)

I know someday when we look back upon this we will smile and the memories will all come flooding back to us. To us all: 加油！

400th post

2008-07-20T22:07:00.002+08:00

I dedicate this to my friends in Taiwan-A bilingual post.

我非常的感激你们都这么地关照我们。面对离别，我们有说不出的不舍。
但是我相信我们在一起的日子是快乐的，是有意义，而且是无价的。
虽然我们必须回到各自的家，可是我依然坚定地相信我们会有再见的日子。

记得，傅森说：“再见不是分离时的惯用语，而是再次见面的承诺。”
既然我们许下这个承诺，我们就要努力地迈向这个目标，等待下一次的会面。

我们很怕失去这些回忆，可是我们也不能停留在过去。如果一直停留在过去，就无法迈向更美好的未来。我们会把这份感动与真挚的爱藏在心里，刻在心上，用这份爱与活力感动整个世界。

我相信，我确定，我们可以做到。彼此加油！

We are afraid of losing these memories, but if we keep hanging on to the past, we can't move forward into the future. But I know that I can keep these memories close to my heart, and pass on the love and compassion that you all have showed to us. To make this world a better place, and the pay it forward.

I believe and know that we will meet again, God willing :)

2008-07-17T19:05:00.001+08:00

我们会珍惜你们给得思念。

<3 ido!

2008-07-15T17:29:00.001+08:00

敦安/ <3

再见不是分离时惯用的语句，而是要再次相见的承诺。

2008-07-04T19:01:00.002+08:00

Almost nearing 400 posts!
Yay :D
IMCB attachment's just over. Although it was pretty confusing at first, I finally got the picture on Day 2 when Ron explained the whole procedure to us!
And my benchmates were really fun. We had this huge gossip session with Bench 5 (mine's Bench 6) about all the rumours going around (:
And we took bench 5 + 6 photos as well, which I'll probably upload really soon.
confession letters ><

wordpress.

can play guitar chords

2008-07-02T20:30:00.001+08:00

You and Me
cause it's you and me
and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me
and all of the people
and I don't know why

2008-06-25T23:22:00.000+08:00

"...Something we should not lose sight of, is that the inspiration and the permission to dream, is huge."-Randy Pausch

i know

2008-06-19T19:22:00.000+08:00

i shouldn't.

those days

2008-06-17T21:33:00.002+08:00

freeze.

with you

2008-06-16T17:16:00.002+08:00

And there's hearts all over the world tonight-

Chris Brown With You

the macaroon vs. the meringue

2008-06-13T22:31:00.010+08:00

MAN.

See, the problem with the meringue and the macaroon is that I thought the dessert at the hotel was a macaroon. But the waiter told me it was a meringue.

THE MACAROON

french-style macaroon

http://www.kashishokunin.co.jp/images/shop/macaron/photo_macaron.jpg

2.

original macaroon

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Macaroon

THE MERINGUE

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Meringue

Wikipedia: The macaroon is a close relative of the meringue.

There. They're kind of close, so that's why I got it wrong.

I INSIST the dish really tasted like a macaroon.

It tasted like The Macaroon Number One, though it looked like The Meringue Number One.

you worship the ground she walks upon

2008-06-13T15:11:00.005+08:00

used to, anyway.

GRAH the holidays are ending so soon and I haven't really done anything productive.
:) go me, yeah? Acually, come to think of it, it isn't that much.

It's just that i'm the hugest procrastinator of all time.

And then i wish time would just stand still, then i could say the things i'd left unsaid,
only some things are better left unsaid.

and others i say here.
you, you and you.

post-trip

2008-06-07T23:48:00.001+08:00

back from wales and ireland!
i must say it was an awesome and amazing trip, made only more exciting and meaningful with the wonderful and delightful teachers who accompanied us :) and all 42 of us frogs!

tons of jumpshots.
will put one exciting one up soon!
look out for facebook group and moodle as well yep.

love,
jane

2008-05-22T20:51:00.001+08:00

whee! this is a very very very cute cake. from deviant art.
it's what i call lopsided, green, polka-dotted and stripey, and adorned with pretty and edible flowers.
now that's what i call food.
wales in 1 more day! (:

pictures

2008-05-17T20:02:00.003+08:00

to add some colour:fior. yes, eat your heart out (:

give your best.

hurdles

2008-05-17T16:58:00.004+08:00

--
you probably don't even read this blog, but
thank you for choosing to be you.
thanks, really.
--

MYAs are over and the papers are out,
i don't look back, i won't.

it's like running the 400m hurdle race, you may have knocked the hurdles down and ruined your pacing or even scraped your knees, but you can't turn back, you can only look forward and prepare your pacing for the next hurdle, so that you can finish the race and run past the finish line.

but here, we don't have a finish line to speak of
so let's just- run.

career, fair?

2008-05-13T00:01:00.003+08:00

career day today!
was pretty fun.
i assure you, even if there's no female minister, no female chief justice, we'll see about that (:
haha, and no, it isn't going to be easy making the choice, between medicine and law.
or even something totally off tangent!

hey there, when i listen to our song, i think of the times we spent talking together.

haha, there're times i double-click people on msn and start typing something then totally backspace everything, y'know.
maybe for the fun of it, i suppose?
or maybe because i'm not really sure what to say after i press enter.
afraid of the conversation going nowhere.
afraid because i know it ain't going nowhere.

hy! thanks for the leona lewis cd (:
it's really nice, though it's a genre i don't usually explore, the songs keep playing on in my head.
thanks for the b'day presents too, friends <3

hmm, i'll reply tags today 'cause i've been quite a bad tagboard host these few weeks :D
tag replies:
isaac: hey you loyal tagger (; thanks. yeah i will! i definitely will.
chloe (pawa): hey pawa! hahaha pawapawapawa i like your surname. mmm, heh you don't even know if i'll do well! though i really hope so :D haha you ran much faster dear. but of course it was great running with you (:
karmin: hey karmin :D yes, hugs! over the screen. heh, i hate muscle pain, worse still if it hurts when you laugh. but if it's any comfort to you, hugs work best for that :D
japna: hahahhaha, 3 clicks indeedddd! (: whee, thanks, i like this skin too!
mandi: heh, thanks, fellow poo (:
nellie: hahhaa, all's good :D all's well, i hope?
ben: hahah 'course i remember. benjo!
elena: hey! :D hahaha, thanks dear (: hope you're fine too!!
abel: hey, hahah sorry about that :( happy 15!
anky: hahaha, yes, you haven't replied my tag on your blog tho! and wow exams are coming for you. good luck yeah? sending love over.
dee: hehehe. thank you :D:D:D you missed fun man. the mind cafe!
maureen: IMY too <3
jianxiong: thanks, (:
lynn: hahah which lynn, yeo? hello hello :D

though i don't always say it, lots of love to everyone who's been here beside me whether on screen or off-screen (i mean blog, haha). [no allusions to an acting career here, i promise!]
i think the whole career day thing's stuck on me.

no fair. (:

love,
jane

my sister's keeper

2008-05-08T23:31:00.002+08:00

no, i really love Jodi Picoult's book.
i was still wondering why there were hordes of Picoult's books on the bookshelves when I'd been to Borders or Kino or Popular or PageOne.

and as i flipped through the book again trying to find just one sentence to embody what i felt while turning each page holding my breath, i couldn't.

Booklist, on Picoult's My Sister's Keeper-
This is a beautiful, heart-breaking, controversial, and honest book.

damn, well-said.
even then, it's not good enough.

it's so coincidental i just heard the thunder rolling.
it's raining.

heart and soul

2008-05-08T18:08:00.003+08:00

new skin (:

you're beautiful, it's true.
i never used to like james blunt's music, for his falsetto, but i like this line of his lyrics.

i don't know if you beg to differ.

random-ising

2008-05-03T23:54:00.002+08:00

reading posts, just randomly surfing
reading how some people think their lives are veering off course and
.. falling into the deep grey abyss.

grey as it can be
i think black + white helps a lot sometimes.
for instance, waking one up from a huge dream,
or knocking one back into reality.

best.
now i wonder
at best,
we'll charge, Chester, charge,
and realise it's been a well-fought battle
afterall.

spooling

2008-05-03T19:38:00.001+08:00

home is where the heart lies, not anywhere else.
love too.

2008-04-30T14:09:00.002+08:00

been a whole 25 days since i last blogged!
i assure you, many things've passed since then.
shakespeare 24, for one, was pretty eventful.
though it wasn't really what i'd call "a big bang" or anything of the grand-masques sort, it was enjoyable and i'm glad i bought a copy of the bardolatry.

aye, the MYAs! 3 down, more to go, though i'm glad ss's over, though geog hcl phy bio math engexpo quite scare me a bit.

hahaha, mr darcy-i like the colin firth version much better.

onward raffles!
ftw.

2008-04-04T23:58:00.002+08:00

Buckle still owns anyhow, I thought the routine for cheer was fantastic.

SORRY FOR THE MESS UP with my meme J! (and thanks for understanding all the time even though i'm slightly retarded.)

happy icyl-ing (what is up with it becoming I C Your Love?) GM soon!! I am making my ppt for progs.

love M

2008-04-04T23:10:00.004+08:00

AHHH, Sports Fest's over!
and Waddle got CHAMPION :D
haha, but all other houses really did very well too, I must admit.
It was so funny the way Unite was echo-ed on both sides of the VIP stand! o.O

WONDER if anyone actually does read this blog anymore, but I suppose it doesn't matter.
i'm really sorry i've been very distant from almost everybody, and for that matter I always appear offline because i've just pummelled my head into tons of work and I don't know if there's going to be time for msn but I know I've got to make the time.

if life's a big joke why does no one laugh.
hahahhaha (:

okay, ICYL 08 all the way!
FIOR <3

isaac: hello back!
nellie: hahahaha, posted AGAIN :D
bren: hey girl! :D
shuhui: ZOMG our ice cream date!
abel: ok (:
leevoon: will do, hope everything's fine!
eLeNa: hey ele! may be helping out, are you?
yvette: HAHAHAH CHINESE ALL THE WAY XD
jianxiong: done so!! :D
yimin: hellos back to you e-man!
veron: hey tallie!
joanne: okay, will do!
potato: hahahahaha alright, potato!

2008-03-21T13:00:00.004+08:00

Hey!

Seeing as my brain is fogged up with the smell from someone not having closed the kitchen door while cooking, and that out of the 34 people online now, I don't actually think anyone'd want me ranting to them about how ______ life is now, I shall regurgitate all feelings here.

1. No I woke up too late today, 10am.
2. Something huge on my mind, unable to get to someone because no one picked up the phone.
3. I can't seem to concentrate on studying math!
4. Not less get started on Bio, Chem, Physics, Geog etcetera.
5. Seeing as how unfocussed I am (I'm not even sure that's how you spell it), I can't believe I'm blogging at this time of the day!
6. I'm supposed to be having my lunch now, and afterward studying a little, clearing up backlogs, and then going for Easter Service.
7. I don't seem to be hungry anymore.

AHHHHHHHH.
Actually, looking back on that, only items 1, 2, 3, 4, and 5 are the more pertinent issues.

HAHAHA. Sorry, I don't think that was really interesting but thanks for reading. I'll TRY and get my butt off this chair and start moooo-ving.

I will reply tags very soon, i.e. tonight!

love,
jane

2008-03-18T23:37:00.001+08:00

I don't know how to console you when you're down, I'm sorry.
I wanted to run and hug you but I couldn't anyway.

2008-03-16T22:48:00.002+08:00

"感情是这么的复杂"-feelings are complicated
name of a random blog.
wonder if it's true, 希望不是如此
总相信简单的感情是真挚的感情.

好马不吃回头草, 但是好马会珍惜以前拥有过的.
IM. no, it's not what you think it is. think again...
won't breathe another word about this! =D

EH people, 系上鞋带, 因为我们这次出游
将会是改变我们生命的旅程！

love,
jane!

2008-03-13T23:22:00.001+08:00

Aye, nice game HAHAHAHA. thanks to LYNN YEO our anchor, we won! But it really was a close fight. :D

hang in there peeps.

<3 jane

2008-03-03T00:12:00.003+08:00

Long-overdue post for SLI 08!

Thanks to everybody in SLI OT,
DESIREE LIM my dep i/c, Cheng Liqi the wonderful leech xD, Dharani Khishore for being D bomb, and Joyce Tan for being the wonderful JOYCE!
esp. Prog Book Cheryl Lee and Set-Up Mandi Goh :D
and I/Cs Juanmin and Laura!
and teachers Ms Picca and Ms Low.
HOYs who helped with the class chair names.
Student Leaders!
PB and PSB and SLN and House Capts and CCA leaders and Class Chairpersons.
PITs and JPSLs who helped!
and EVERYONE ELSE <333

We couldn't have done it without you. Every single one of you!
Now where's the OT photo xD
Alright will stop posting here.

It's been a long long long week, just one week after sli and feeling the heat of it all, the backlogs built up, the things not studied, the concepts blurred over.
You want to feel like you're in control of the situation when you just can't be, your own life, in whose hands? In God's hands.

Promise me you'll take care. Sleep early dudes (=

<3 jane

2008-02-05T21:16:00.000+08:00

嗯,明天就是学校华人新年庆祝会!
好期待哦, 因为明天可以松懈心情唱唱一些贺年歌曲 :D
真对不起, 好久没有写些什么了, 希望你们能谅解! 哈哈, 最近好忙好忙, 有时累得觉得自己失去了方向, 是有些好友让我再次找回我生命中的方向, 找回自信.
所以说, 努力用功, 但在忙碌的当儿, 珍惜身旁的人吧!

一次真心的拥抱!
对的人-戴爱玲

tagreplies! (sorry it's duper belated)
imuzi: hey imuzi! yeah long time no talk :D
isaac: haha i wanna go back, but they're closing real early, that's what i heard!
wan t!ng: haha hey back atcha! GASPS back.
nellie: :( they're closing early, again!!!!
amanda: yo go girl! figure skating! ehh olympic-sized rink!
xinyuan: sure, will link! need to update my links as well :D yep taiwan was fun!
jolyn: hahahahahha HMMM.
jianxiong: hahaahah (: thank you! happy chinese new year.
euniceCHONG: haha i'll link you, taiwan buddy!
jolyn(yeo): yes my dear jolyn :D
xinli: hehehe.

2008-01-22T00:01:00.000+08:00

今天又与台湾明道同学见面了！
觉得自己跟他们好像很有缘似的，因为去年一月他们的学长到访，接下来就是我们年底去台湾拜访他们的学校。
然后，今天有跟学伴们见面，真的好开心。
虽然不是世上最要好的朋友，
但他们的真诚我们都看到、感受到了。
有缘千里迢迢也会再相见！

2008-01-20T23:28:00.000+08:00

What kind of impact?

我们都这么忙碌，忘了身旁的人。也忘了我们活着的意义？
也忘了我们有多大的潜能，我也忘了我是谁了。

2007-12-31T10:20:00.000+08:00

Lee Xin Li 的杰作！

DO NOT COPY! =D

copyrighted to Lee Xin Li, please do not make copies or save etcetera. however, please tag if you would like to contact the artist and I will let him know. yes.

2007-12-29T23:33:00.000+08:00

忙了一整个星期啊！
嗯，应该把星期天列为安息日，不是么？
哈哈可明天又是从早到晚的奔波呢；希望不会累坏了身体，所以今晚早点睡。
我的乐谱到底放到哪儿去了，怎么找也找不到呀：D
夜深人静了，你们也早点睡吧。
晚安！

hahah now's for the Eng version.
been busying the entire week! heh, though Sunday's supposed to be the day of rest, I don't think that'd be possible for tomorrow! :(
'cause it'll be a long day again.
glad there was National Treasure today with Emily xD. (this is not in the Chi version)
well, gonna rest early today.
you guys rest early too!

LOVE =)

因为无能而叹息，
那你在暗示；
早已放弃。

tag replies!
nellie: hey :D hahaha, thanks, count down to the new year! =)
yimin: hahahah who said that? nah i'm just trying to.. improve and practise (:
jolyn: hey! okay will do asap! (: nice meeting you!
ankita: heyyy haha okay yes for your benefit i've included eng versions for you toooo! =D
karmin: hey (: loveya too, hope your x'mas was an enjoyable one.
imuzi: thanks lots. god bless you too, in the coming year! hahaha

2007-12-27T21:42:00.000+08:00

拥抱这时刻这一分一秒，
最孤独的月；
梦有你而美。

唉，生气的是自己一直犯同样的坏毛病。
又不是其他的毛病，只是那两个难改的毛病！
一次又一次让对方得分。
没办法，只好多练习吧 (：

2007-12-26T21:04:00.000+08:00

我知道不可能永远用华文来blog，但让我试试，好吗？
嗯，那些读不懂华文的我会以英文翻译，以下会有英文的版本吧！昨天亲戚来我们家吃晚饭，一家团聚，可真有意思。
有上了年纪的，也有那些蹦蹦跳跳，活泼而又可爱的小婴儿。
虽然说没有交换什么礼物，但是在一起且圣诞蛋糕，比起平时零零碎碎几个人吃晚饭还有乐趣呀。因为圣诞前夕已经去购物了，所以昨天不想跟上万人在乌节路挤
:D 好吧，就此搁笔，免得你们闷得睡着。

Although that looked a lot, it wasn't really that much content-wise. What I was trying to say was, had a gathering at my house yesterday with my extended family. Cutting the log cake with them was definitely more exciting and meaningful than the usual process of eating dinner alone or with a few other people at home only. Having shopped on Christmas Eve, I didn't get to Orchard to squeeze with the rest of the thousands who didn't mind the jam there last night.

God bless (: and happy boxing day. School's round the corner so I'll start packing and.. enjoy what's left of the holidays, if any! Haha.

2007-12-25T00:19:00.000+08:00

圣诞节蒙恩！
还在找寻自己的方向，
但不管在世界的哪个角落，有你们温馨的微笑，就不会感到寒冷。
享受这与众不同的佳节吧，因为有耶稣的爱，对吧！
把仇恨放开，所有世上的恩恩怨怨舍弃，没去遗憾所带来的眼泪，
用你的爱去感动被冰冷的心，
是值得的。

2007-12-17T23:44:00.001+08:00

从台湾回来以后还没有真正地写下心得，现在开始该还不迟吧。
如果做任何事都没有遗憾，那我们就可称自己为仙了。不过，我们都是凡人，对么？从托着行李踏出师大门口后，思潮起伏，就开始对这一个月在台湾的生活感到依依不舍。我真的不想走。
不过，也没办法，得硬着头皮走。
现在想起来，我可以一微笑待那一个月的回忆。是苦是累，相信我们四十位同学都不会忘记这四个星期，也不会忘记那些对我们留下深刻印象，深远影响的人。
好想念台湾，不过我知道路是没有尽头的，得继续走。
勇敢地跨出每一步吧，这样才不会辜负了他们。
我们不会让你失望的。

会有那么一天。
我相信，你呢？

思颖

2007-12-16T15:48:00.000+08:00

It's time for a new skin (:

2007-12-11T19:57:00.000+08:00

Back from Taiwan, Formosa.

When it was time to say goodbye, I didn't want to leave yet.
But I had to, so I just said bye, and I didn't look in your eyes.

I miss Taiwan, Shida, Mingdao, the teachers, the counsellors, the canteen, the classrooms, and the dorm. Even the out-of-tune piano and the Clavinova in the Jiang Tang. Every single bit of it :(

But you're right, I don't have to let go of those memories, I don't want them to fade, I just want them to stay right in my mind. But we're about to move on; as hard as I try, the people and places I may forget, but the memories and emotions will stay long in here.

You can't take them away.

The Other Blog.

2007-11-06T19:08:00.000+08:00

http://josydinosaur.blogspot.com

will be The Other Blog from 12 Nov till 8 dec!

I won't be updating this blog nor wordpress till 8 dec, but I'll have access to the other blog so do visit it if you came here already anyway :D

Love,

Jane

tag replies!
mark: HEY DDEEE (:
sharannn: HEY GIRL :D you haven't been here yes in EONS. you too, HAPPY HOLIDAYING!
isaac: HAHAH you're right, it's from that banner you saw (:
nellie: YES YOU ARE, noobcake!
huiying: 'course not! you're relinked!
ankita: YES anky i miss you. (:
mandi: aw. i am METMJ you are EM. o.O we are LAME.
greg: HAHAHAH, but you guys changed the date!
yimin: yes i'm missing you, my dearest YIMIN IAMO!
joanne: hahahah (: okay sure will do!
rach: and you dare say you haven't tagged :D you follow your heart, my girl.
maureen: i sent him an sms but he didn't reply, jealous girlfriend! :D
shuhui: TIME FLIESS! <3
darren: hahahahaha
van: YESYESYES! :D
jianxiong: hahahaha thank you

2007-11-05T23:42:00.000+08:00

FEA <3! batch 07, they've been an inspiration to us all, especially us littletwos07. (i know the heart is out of shape xD)

liqi, jane AND SRRUTHI MANN! DECOR TEAM we rock<3!>

This is why I love fior, we can come together and make things happen.

Formal Farewell 07.

we will be fiorians for life.

2007-11-02T21:22:00.001+08:00

Wordpress-ed.

We've to stay strong.
Fior <3 means true love.

2007-11-01T00:27:00.000+08:00

seventeen; plasma. they don't make sense.
but I know.
hmm, I ought to be sleeping, really, and Julie's gonna come after me for being on at this time.
:D
okay. so it'd be a short post, and tag replies tomorrow!!
FAM's coming along just fine! yay to famsuh07.
we're on track;
yes, (:
hmm, souffle was interestingly, good. of course, greg's team swept like o.O almost all prizes save for two of them. (the judges couldn't possibly have given you all the prizes, greg, since it's a competition afterall, no?) :D
yeah, and litRA thing was good, of course, as well. we had, a good laugh, at the jokes which were both not-so-subtle and oh-so-subtle at times.
tomorrow, net carn!
changing roles isn't something to joke about, xD
I suppose I have to keep a clear mind and head at this point in time.
will reply tags soon! (see I am repeating myself, signs that I really need to sleep now).
and of course, finish up my theory homework by the time piano lesson starts tomorrow.
get FF07 decor done up properly, and nicely, and awesomely that YOUR jaw will drop, ><, literally.
Go everybody! so many things to do; and time and tide don't wait!

CIAO. I'll be back (:

A face in the crowd.

2007-10-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

From a face in the crowd to the one the crowd faces.
A banner somewhere, go figure.
Found the quote above on a fencer's blog.
When you put on the mask, literally, it's not you anymore.
You have a mask. And you're a fencer.
It's not about you anymore,
it's about the game, the sport, the thrill,
the foil, the point, the scoreboard,
it's about hitting the target.
En garde, alle, touche.
(sorry about the missing accents)

That's all. Why don't I ever understand.
(:

appraisals: just gonna speak from the bottom of my heart.

2007-10-23T08:35:00.000+08:00

been bumming around with... blogger and stuff.
searching alta vista for a nice little image.

and i now realise how much I miss you. do you know?

2007-10-21T21:31:00.000+08:00

YEAH. okay. blogpost now.

yesterday passed by in a whirlwind. I need to watch Grey's Anatomy. Seriously.

First, advert, before I forget. Publicity for sec 4 GEP production (KELLIEbuddy!)

there goes. And okay, now for a PROPER blogpost since Mandi insists I have to post a proper post. The previous post was a manifestation of my emo-ness at midnight. Because as we all know so well, it doesn't just rain, it pours.

we've always had to do things we don't really like doing. but I told myself I wanted to choose to enjoy doing those things, y'know? I really tried. But sometimes you feel like giving up. But we need to brave the hell and high waters sometimes. Or rather, always. It just takes a little encouragement from people who understand you, and that gets you moving, even if it is just a little.

and yes, I want to get my priorities right. pack my room, borrow a few books, clear out my outstandings and just freaking enjoy my holidays. They're not called holidays because you still have stuff to do. They're called holidays for a reason. And that's a good reason to slack off and stone.

on a lighter note, I'm starting to enjoy lessons. I know I need to buck up on my Chinese, it's there it's in me and I know it. I just need to work hard towards that goal. Umm, and remember to return the CD I borrowed from the library, and the 2 books as well. Watched 3 French movies this week, Les Visiteurs 2, Le Boulet (this is the 2nd time, but still funny), Taxi 2!

Then it's off to reading Leo Tolstoy's War and Peace, depends on which version I manage to procure at the Orchard Library.

that's me; it's the me you know so well; here it is, right before your eyes.

&tag replies!

mandi: there you go.

miin: hahah yeah scold yourself for that >< :D
shil/noel: okay..
isaac: look on the brighter side, your loss of 3 bucks is a gain for those who are suffering in poverty! hopefully.

stephen: HAHA okay i'll check that out. yeah they are nice shooesss!
lanabel: okay will do! you too, hope your results were gooddd <3
yinleng!: hahahahaha DUH you wouldn't have regretted it. I got a badge tooooooo! Plus my 2 other bands.
eLeNa: hahahah i'm not a boy?!
Daniel: haha you don't know what a proper tag is!
jianxiong: hahaha duh! :
pOtatO: pokes BACK!
Bea: okay! (:
nellie: haha, yep! don't fight me.
JOANNE: always! <3
anna: hahah on hindsight, they were.. okay >< but i should've studied more..

history beckons.

2007-10-21T01:30:00.000+08:00

Someday, I'll say Hello, Mr. Rain.

2007-10-16T20:07:00.001+08:00

I will STAND UP AND SPEAK OUT AGAINST POVERTY on 17th October 2007.
Please join me.

2007-10-15T23:42:00.000+08:00

MMHMM time to post.
yeah, thanks to mandi (hahahaha crediting you here!)
I have a nicer-updated blogskin, the image plus font!
OH YES.
someone says it looks like a little girl in love (but I assure you it is not) hahaha.
it just felt like the image to put in my edited blogskin.

today was pretty slack.
went to get shoes from queensway, asics gel stratus was out of stock, so I got asics gel nimbus 9 I think. Orange. But it looks weird, not like the previous asics that I had, 'cause it has a wider forefoot. But nevermind, feels comfortable enough. Afterall, asics isn't meant to look good, it's meant to perform.

AND then, watched the DV code at mandi's place. Was disappointing compared to the actual story but it wasn't too bad 'cause it didn't deviate too much from the book. Or maybe I've forgotten what the plot is since I read it.. eons ago.

Well, my day was going seriously okay until somebody at the bus stop ran into a puddle and splashed water onto my feet and legs. Not that it was a big deal but he totally didn't notice, plus, I wasn't wearing my sneakers so my feet were wet, and my sandals were wet too o.O

But nevermind. Shall not be whiny, as mandi advises (:
and yes, monday nights!

a little secret: I ate mango cake.
not really a secret. but yeah :D

don't wait for tomorrow.

2007-10-11T22:06:00.000+08:00

hahaa a very happy jane is screaming
LIBERATION at the top of her lungs!

like, come on, it's the end of all the exams for this year.
so there :D

LIBERATION!

why isn't there a bigger font, hahahahaha.
yesh, now for recounting of today.
the final day for exams.

yesterday, I kinda.. felt like giving up.
I don't know for some weird reason, but I just thought I couldn't do it.
I couldn't mug anymore. I just didn't want to.

But three people told me not to give up. So there.
I decided, it's only one more day.
And who cares if I'm going to mug another day,
and to delay my facebook activation another day;
it's just one more day.

Most of all, it's math.
It's meant to be my strongest subject, so why was I so afraid?

and I made my choice not to give up.
so there (:

I'm glad I did, because when the paper ended, I didn't feel like crap,
I felt good because I didn't give up. Even when I was staring at the paper,
and there were questions which were obviously difficult and you can't get the answer immediately, I decided not to get nervous, and it paid off.

Thank you God, for reaching out when I prayed not to be nervous. It really helped, a lot.

and we painted the banner after that, played netball in the searing heat; (but it was good) and got to far east plaza, and, SUBWAY-teriyaki chicken, please :D
and then we walked a lot. until my calves hurt. then we got to kino at ngee ann, after sophia dragged us all to tommy hilfiger to check out this thing her mom reserved =) which resulted in becky, jiahui, and me following sophia who claimed she knew the taka well around the entire building, walking from the first tower to the other ><>owned mr. levet and mr. loic at PETANQUE.
:D that was ... amazing. hahahahha.
and we "feasted" on french cookies.

that was a long post. to make up for it all!
now, for the tag replies;

jianxiong: YOU BET :D
yimin: hahaha UMBRELLA.... ! liberation. arghhhhh (:
joanne: hey, haha, sure, will relink! :D
lanabel: haha, thanks, I read it! hope eoys were good for you too. xD
maureen: hey (: no problem. there for you always.
isaac: haha, thanks for reminding me about math! (: it was great hearing from you.
miin: hahahha okay (: but the lyrics are good! and hillsongs performance of it was great. hhaha :D
imuzi: YO :D yupyup we must talk soon. hahah
sarah: haha, maybe the things that aren't me make ME :D that was weird. but yeah. xD
mandi: thanks, for everything. you know (:
stephen: created your fb account yet? haha, don't beat me to getting an iPod.
abel: (: haha, thanks!
chloe pawa: hahaa, and you knew my link long time ago :D:D:D xD yesh, sleeping.
nellie: haha, do you? (:
liqi: hahahahah don't worry you'll figure out soon enough (; it's fun!! hope chem was alright! (:
voony: hahah, you too! :D
yinleng!: you bet xD i think it is.. too addictive.
shuhui: hahahah (: but you found it!! xD
weiqing: UHUH xD

2007-10-08T16:38:00.000+08:00

it's such a weird time to blog,
but i just had to;

I just wanted you to know.

Even when everything's down and
you just want to throw it all away,
j'y crois encore.

2007-10-06T00:26:00.001+08:00

felt random;
this picture,
i want to dedicate to everyone who's studying hard for SAs now.
and to the Light of the world, who's been my inspiration and motivation;
as well as my friends for their support, because we can do this together.
only 5 more papers to go,

(original picture from http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1201/533015011_70aa8074d1.jpg)

haven't been replying tags recently,
but I've read them, and thanks for your encouragement :D you guys are wonderful.

too sleepy right now,

and incoherent to say anything nice, but goodnight, and strive on.

love,
jane

2007-09-30T00:02:00.000+08:00

2007-09-29T23:05:00.001+08:00

Still-- Hillsong United

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God

this song's been stuck in my head, for a loooong time.

I DELETED FACEBOOK.

okay, more like deactivated it. but same point.

yeah. because it was too addictive.
but I promised I'll activate it again after the EOYs.
and you know all the resolutions about studying hard on saturday.
never worked out.

i fell asleep.

but tomorrow,
there's church.
and somehow,
will do.

go 213, go fior, go sec2 batch, go raffles.
it's just two more weeks.

hang in there, and it's the last lap already.

jane

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2007-09-22T20:41:00.000+08:00

HMMM it has been ages since I ever blogged.
so, it'll be a long post!
i hope ((:

okay, news update:
BEEN FACEBOOK-ing! and that's kinda bad, 'cause it's addictive, but it's fun, I suppose xD
yeah. poking people, and headbutting people!

I'm always happy when the weekend rolls around, and that's when I get to.. sleep in, do stuff that I want, other than the fact that EOYs are looming ahead.

and I really doubt what I said the last time about not neglecting my blog. SEEMS LIKE I HAVE BEEN. but, new blogskin!

the new blogskin is nice right (:

Though the colour scheme does seem a little, less funky and everything, the overall feel of it is good and that's why I chose it. Am a little picky about the skins and all.

now, everybody go to facebook and support my fight against steffi (the lucky one to have been picked by me!)

BUT FIRST, everybody, study hard, and we will get through EOYs together.

tag replies!
rach: hahaa, no one's eyes, you thought I were referring to your eyes? :D
jianxiong: duh! I have good taste (:
eLeNa: hey elena! :D
لله أكبر: Haha, I can't see your name properly. But if you know me then I suppose I do too! (:
xiao tong: heyy! HAHAHAH okay sure I will (:
mandi: haha, right, you have a nice joke about that (though quoted from yimin?) xDD
hello: hi hello (: thanks, changed one already!
yimin: hahahhaha yes yes mandi posted that :D
stephen: hahaha I UPDATED IT AGAIN (:

OKAY FINE I AM POSTING (:

2007-09-11T23:22:00.000+08:00

haha, yes contrary to popular belief I haven't been neglecting my blog!
I mean, technically as you see now on my tagboard + mandi's post I seem to have been.

But... I suppose too many things've happened over the September holidays and I never seemed to have a chance to sit down in front of the computer and actually type it all out. Or rather I had so many things to say; that I ended up thinking that it was best I said nothing.

Because sometimes; that works best. And sometimes; for instance in blogging; it doesn't. xD
okay. updating starts from here:

I MISS THE SEPTEMBER HOLIDAYS!
even though it sort of wasn't that productive.
friday=went out with guanrong, sophia, joyce to watch Hairspray after going back to nanyang
saturday=watched When There Are Seasons
sunday=zgala, sort of got trashed :(
monday=PBGM, fundraising post-mortem, batch lunch with.. few other fiorians :D
tuesday=I can't really remember. Must have spent it watching movies at home
wednesday=Hazy memory. SIGH. Been sleeping late, must be (:
thursday=OKAY THIS IS REALLY BAD NOTHING IS COMING BACK TO ME
friday=okay I remember. Slept my afternoon away. Went for fencing! AND I TELL YOU! haha, nothing to say.
saturday=rushing homework
sunday=church; worse, rushing even MORE homework

well as you can see. I didn't exactly spend my September holidays very wisely. Quite a hazy memory of it, I have.

BUT GUESS WHAT. MONDAY'S come and gone, and Tuesday's almost over, and you know I'm looking forward to this term. It's a short one. It's the beginning of the end, EH! 213ers you know what I am referring to :D

our little secret.
and now, tag replies! open secrets.

yinleng!: hahhaah I JUST DID :D go, read on!
mitch: hahah, ditto above. will miss you LAH, we will. don't worry.
isaac: haha, hello, good.. evening? xD
charmaine: hey! hmm, from what I heard, Evan Almighty was good too! But of course I heard the RAT something movie was great, funny. Hairspray was okay :D
luxuan: done! (:
shuhui: hahahah totally got grossed out ARGH! but yes Zac Efron.. (:
nellie: haha, when we took the cab you guys were flagging?
darren: HEYLO :D
jianxiong: HAHA, hmm, so did it work out?
elena: heyyyyy elena! xD how is LIFE.

JANE IS BUSY?!?!?!

2007-09-11T23:15:00.000+08:00

Jane Ong,

You should never neglect your blog and let it die. I mean, you aren't even half as dead as it is. POST COME ON?!?!?!?!

Now we have to resort to stupid things like me temporarily entertaining people (O.O I DON'T DO THAT PARTICULARLY WELL EH?????). See the things you make me obliged to do? -.-" wth.

(EDIT!)
DID YOU KNOW RIHANNA STARTED OUT ON HER MUSIC CAREER SINGING IN THE SHOWER???
- no wonder she sings about umbrellas.

NOW JANE,

POST!

love,
m.

2007-08-31T22:58:00.000+08:00

Haha, it's Friday night. Wonder who came up with the nice little abbreviation, TGIF (:
It could, of course, mean:
Thank God I'm Female/ Thank God It's Friday
But I'd rather think it the latter, more suited to this occasion anyway.

This year's teachers' day seems pretty weird, I felt. Maybe it was 'cause there was fundraising to busy over, or because I didn't manage to see any of the primary school teachers other than Zhou lao shi at the canteen, since I arrived at NYPS kinda late.

But I think I really did enjoy fundraising. So even though it did mean late nights and chionging the flowers + tubes + wraps it was good (: FIOR! <3
and thanks to everybody who helped out with blowing/pumping balloons (juliet trish being there throughout, sarah siaw flo mich for dropping by!) and the random people (example yinleng sophia) who helped to sell flowers and balloons this morning, and of course Mommy who decided to buy flower sleeves and tubes and stay up till 1am to tie ribbons for us.

THANK YOU :D even though the balloons and gerberas weren't selling like hot cakes or anything, you guys made my day.

Okay, anyway, this week's been hectic. Good thing this afternoon we (Debby Zhang, Guan Rong, Sophia, Joyce, Me) went to watch Hairspray at Cine, it helped with destressing and all. Finally felt so relieved that it's the end of term 3.

Hairspray's good, I suppose, but I'd choose to watch High School Musical over again or HSM2 anytime. :D Maybe it's just me.

How time flies, yeah? This holiday will be gone even before you can say HEY. But I'm determined it won't go down the drain like the past few holidays. It's when you want to do something right so badly you know you can't just let time pass by you like that.

And it's barely 11pm but I feel so spent. Probably the late nights catching up on me now. But it's just as well, tomorrow's a long day and there's CIP.

Cheers.
jane

&tagreplies!
mitch: I hope so too (: GALA here we come.
jianxiong: mmhmm so catching up on blogging here :D
shuhui; hmm, yeah my friend mentioned that to me too! maybe I'll change a skin during the holidays.
yimin: you just reminded me, I'll post up your upside-down-pau picture soon!
nellie: haha, sorry for taking the taxi before you guys! too bad, we stood in front of y'all :D but hope you guys got a taxi soon enough!
yinleng!: yes m'dear :D wouldn't miss it.
deborah: haha, we had a greatttt talk, hadn't held a convo with you in EONS (:
charmaine: hey! haha, thank youuu :D hmmmmm i hope your chi pt went well! mine went.. badly :(
shzehui: haha, I MISSED you guys! hmph. well, lin briefed me! on some stufffies. (; hope it was funnnn.
yunxin: hey! haha, no probs. yup, saw you at nanyang today! (; hug.

2007-08-25T00:34:00.000+08:00

Oh man. An entire week's passed and I haven't blogged yet o.O
That's a record. Usually manage to steal some time off to blog, but I guess this week's been too hectic for that.

Just got back from watching the King and I at the esplanade. Must say Singapore has a great night scenes. Well, looking at the lights on top of the two durian tops is quite therapeutic, in terms of making you forget all the stuff you have to do about proposals and getting stuff approved and all the SAs you screwed up and everything else this life brings :D

At the end of the day, do you even have the time to snuggle up on the sofa and read a long novel that isn't for Lit and you're reading it just because you want to?

The journey that never ends. You know how much you love something when you stay up day after day just to edit stuff that needs to be sent for approval.

French went pretty okay today. After doing so-badly-I-don't-feel-like-talking-about-it for Chinese and finding the paper alright after studying like crazy history, I finally breathe. For a while. Tonight, outside the esplanade.

Then it's now back to work, getting this stuff settled and making a few phone calls tomorrow morning before zipping off to replacement class.

It's my life,
we don't get to live forever;
jane

&tag replies!
isaac: hey isaac. that was most random of you! (: haha, good night?
rania: SORRY!! i had the king and I. hearing that makes me scared for gala o.O HOW?
japna: HEY japan (: as always, you're welcome. haha.
yunxin: Hey girl! of course I remember you :D never will forget.
yinleng!: heyyy sure thing you can lay up ayy (: bball pro-ded. okay sure will relink.
stephenS: hahah hmm is it because you're using your Mac? maybe there is something wrong with blogger. it kinda hates me. so there you have it :D
hunnypot: hey girl! (: hunnyyy dijon.
elena: HEY :D:D
vanessa: sure thing will do!
mandI: me toooo. very tired.
kellie: hahah yay yes happy studying for EYAs and jap prelims!

2007-08-19T16:38:00.001+08:00

Am using the computer which doesn't support blogger publishing, and I can't get onto my "create a new post" from my dashboard.

That's why sometimes I wonder if I should move to Wordpress or Xanga, or LJ, which might be better for me, but I guess some memories blogger's given me, or just this feeling of using blogger can't be compared to Wordpress (yeah I closed down my Emo Blog on Wordpress :D).

Shall recount how I cut my thumb, clumsy me. Was attempting to cut off part of the Milo can which we were supposed to use for making a flower-out-of-a-can, and my thumb slipped against the blade of the scissors 'cause I was holding the scissors open-wide xD.

I know. Plain stupid. That's why I ended up with a dirty plaster on my thumb, and my finger hurt in my glove haha. Oh well. That's what plasters are for. And antiseptic.

Ended up staying up till 12am on Friday night, and woke up at 6.15 for Speech day (: I REACHED SCHOOL BEFORE 7.30, early enough to report early to the Prize Table teachers. Who are, very nice, really. They made sure we were all fed (Macs burgers). Ha xD

And of course, arms ended up being really sore when I relaxed them after my rotating duty with Emily on stage. Yin leng said something 'bout me looking weird walking here and there with that tray in the same position, with a smile on my face :D SING ME A SMILE.

Worse part, of course, was walking to Balmoral in court shoes. HAD NO IDEA IT WAS SO FAR. But luckily I didn't end up with blisters, thank God.

Before I conclude my long post (:

RI02 Campfire last night! I AM SO GLAD we didn't take part in the games other than the first one o.O Campfires are definitely something to look forward to, really. But of course, we never end up making many new friends, or "socializing", 'cause there really ain't much time after the campfire. Besides, I think it is kinda weird to go up to a stranger, and say hi, right.

Maybe we should, play a Dare or something. Ha.

jane

&tagreplies!

jianxiong: HAHA, really? Nah.

yinleng!: :D campfireeee! PICTURES.

rania!*: haha, you guys are probably at balmoral freefencing now, as I type :( la. hahah okay i shall unleash my aggressiveness o.O
mitch: LOL I shall continue to harrass xinli for moreeeee pictures.
isaac: hm, I wonder why, too. ha, yeah, seeya!
ariel: haha, okay shall do the survey when I can.
shuhui: heh, thanks! I NEED TO DRINK LOTSA WATER :(
RACHELthepoot: HEHE. I EESH LUBBING EU TOO. xD

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2007-08-17T23:24:00.000+08:00

GROW TALLER.
GROW LONGER LIMBS.
then you can reach further.

get the point?
i wanna do this right, do this well, do this with my best.

teachers' day fundraising, support us! (:
buy gerberas/balloons

FAM07. dazzle.
jane

2007-08-13T19:46:00.000+08:00

DOWN WITH THROAT INFECTION. argh.
Y'know it's so ironically sad that I was doing Bio homework on Sunday, reading about antibiotics and their pros and cons, question being: "Are antibiotics really killing us?", and I was taking my dose of antibiotics. :(

what've I been doing with my life. I need to do something. BLACK BOOK. 2007-2008

Anna's blog:
"I think it’s good to hold on to memories of better times, because they show you that once (not too long ago) happiness wasn’t as fleeting as we all believe it to be."
So true.
What happened to those happy moments we shared?

where i keep my heart and soul-
jane
&tagreplies!
mandi; hahah(: sorry 'bout my class.. haha. thanks!
eLeNa: THANK YOU :D bloated. haha. (:
yimin: HAHAH uber cool! (: NOW?
moses: thank you mozzie.. :D

2007-08-12T10:51:00.000+08:00

hello.
haha, sorry i've been away for so long! too many things happened (:
for example, national day was spent watching 881!
next: thursday was spent (i cannot remember somehow).
thereafer, friday was spent doing CIP with church.
and saturday, yesterday, was spent sleeping and trying to regain some sort of health before nanyang 90th anniversary dinner which i couldn't not go even though i was .. pretty unwell.

teehee. i saw beatrice and nicolette and their friend in dresses :D of course i turned up in something formal but it wasn't a dress ((: but of course it had to be a skirt.

well you're reading something written by someone who's just got out of bed and therefore is a little incoherent! so there. satisfy yourself with the above, and till i get better, that's all from me!

jane
&tagreplies!
elena: hahaha whyyy!! (:
mitch: i know, :D the photographer was just out to take candid shots. grah.
daron: alright! (:
nicolette: hahahahahha :D poke poke.
jianxiong: thank you thank you :D
yimin: heh this is fate at work.
yinleng!: HAHAHAA hope i did look like antonio, and not zorro xD
hunny dijon: hahahaha you're welcomeee!

2007-08-07T23:12:00.000+08:00

OKAY.
let me remember what I was supposed to blog about, was about to blog upstairs but apparently that comp always has issues with blogger. hehe (:
hmm, woke up this morning feeling very sleepy. because I was trying to figure out how to obtain the Be an Angel Day proposal at 12 am. Dumbly clever, y'know.
And of course English helped to perk me up a little. Personal Expo! "we are what we eat". NICE, As always xD
But I was trying to drum the Lit quote into my head the whole morning, with a sleep-deprived brain crying out loud for some well-deserved rest. OH WELL! (:
yes, BIO haha you'd think I was crazy trying to recall all the names of parts of the heart while "resting" my eyes, yes.
well, more to come tomorrow,
as we bring to you
WILL YOU (:
and home, which sharan and I drew weird stares in the foyer for singing it out loud..
in approximately 7 hours, RGS will be filled with red and white,
so don't you dare let this opportunity slip!
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY.

jane
&tagreplies!

sophia: haha, sorry about that.. updated? :D
stephen: hahah hmmmm really. uh, milk? well i just know they love biting you after exercise. for the lactic in your thighs and muscles. (:
yinleng: HAHAHHA because i like your face? xD whee. yes, insect repellent. but i might've done the same thing.. =P
japna!: HAHAH good evening here, girl! :DD but don't worry i still love you, haha :D
voon: hah, sad to say, i AM SHORT! man, hate to admit it.
yimin: HELLO :D freaky yo. but nice song! hmm grading's like something you need to pass to get to the next grade for fencing!
ying: HAHAH hmm, that's something cool! shall try it next PE lessonxD
eLeNa: hahahah right I BELIEVE guai elna ((: NODDDs off to sleep, right, you!
shuhui: haha, then.. i'll let you know when the heart flips again, hahah :D

2007-08-03T22:54:00.000+08:00

okay,
grading today. feet were sore from standing, haha. but on the whole, i guess it's been alright.
red soles can't bring me down, heh.

BASKETBALL during pe! okay, haha, joo gian sprained her ankle o.O hope it's alright. it seemed.. painful, y'know. lol, no one tried to block/mark me because obviously, no one thought i would be getting the ball, heh. with my height ahem :D

oh, and remember, mosquitoes love the lactic acid in your thighs, so remember your insect repellent eh! (but don't rub your eyes xD.. yinleng..)

when you know what you want,
then go for it,
and don't stop running.
because even if you've got to give it your all
if you can smile at the end of the day
you can say it's worth it!

right(:

jane
&tagreplies!
joyce: haha, what! (:
joanne: haha, sure np!
jianxiong: heh yup actually, in less than half a year more, it'd come! xD
potato:HAHA CHOMP I WANT KETTLE CHIPS!
joni-: hahaha photobooth :D <33 batch'09!
shuhui: hahaha NOT TELLINGGG! maybe i will, if you tell me yours, heh.
eLeNa: HAHAH ELENAAAA ((:
shzehui: hello! YES our nice big faces! xD

2007-07-31T19:45:00.000+08:00

WHHEEEYO.
keep thinking we were freshmen,
now sophomores.
next year we'll be seniors.
and i wonder what'll be of us, really.

today was a pretty long day. but i'm glad i managed to print the prettyyyy invite card in school! the school printer rocks muchly, haha, the matt print's really nice. but of course, the invite design's a surprise so i shan't post it up here, but yeo tze qing (really good art-clubber) designed it.

heh. and so, i've to perform my shakespeare quote next week! o.O next week's a really short week, with wednesday the national day celebrations and thursday national holiday then friday's school holiday, and saturday the dinner, sunday fun, it'll be a reallllyyyy great week!

LOOKING FORWARD TO IT.

always used to look forward to the next weekend when monday came and school started, but not anymore! because, i do love school, just not waking up at 6.30 :/ hahahahha.

SHAKESPEARE!
Parting is such sweet sorrow. Romeo et Juliet :D

jane
&tagreplies!
ying: hahah yupyup ((; thank!
stephens: hahahahha, yes it is pretty.. sian..
rach: I THOUGHT I DELETED THEM! :(
bren: haha yes i just signed up for a profi badge! :D looking forward to campfires. very much!
daron: hey dude. yes joyce is bad influence, eh!

2007-07-30T22:15:00.000+08:00

okay, nice picture post here! (:

thanks huiying haha :D

and yes rachtan the poot i remember you made me some pictures as well! xD there's another one, haha, but i shall post it up some other day.

it's times like these you thank your friends for always being there for you.

jane

2007-07-29T18:48:00.000+08:00

haha been addicted to listening to He's a Pirate & playing it on the piano.
gives this feeling of grandiose-war movie scene.

so you know now what beaver fever is, and you know now what you've been vaccinated against. haha but all that information is highly confidential, yes dears? xD
whee.

jane is a proud user of BLACKLE and saves watt hours. yes, and also, my blogskin's black. says a lot! :D

this weekend's never felt so boring.. staying at home doing work, for the entire afternoon. actually that's pretty much the routine. perhaps it's just that i've recently been in this sleepy-gloomy mood these few days.
pulling a long face. but i'm gonna get outta this after a few more shots of chocolate-toggi, toblerone.

current music: He's a Pirate

jane
&tagreplies!
Joanne: haha, sure thingo!
jianxiong: hmm i agree, lol.
kelliebuddyX3: haha hope the muffins weren't tooo sweet! but sweets for the sweet, y'know (: yup haha i don't want these 3 years to go pass just like that.
joyce: hmm, what?!
potato: hahah, bottle of potato?! i want!
yinleng!: :D yay batch '09. i think we'll be a batch full of promise, no? xD
shuhui: hahaha yes you blurrrrr pok. haven't seen you online in AGES.

2007-07-28T16:58:00.000+08:00

time for some photos,

haha yinleng the effect is actually quite nice! (:

hmm, what happened to our podcast...

about emoness and breaking hearts?

photobooth. okay(: well, late nights are not good for health. shall cut down on 'em.

song: i love you came too late.

jane

2007-07-27T23:24:00.001+08:00

MY MY what is wrong with hotmail!
i need to check my email. important stuff!
very important stuff.

but dang, no, hotmail doesn't like me :(
and so its server's been down since 10.
and that's one hour. FAM stuff's waiting!
okay nevermind i'll have to rush stuff tomorrow then.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm farewell and urban hike tomorrow. part-sad and part-happy. enrolment and striping today.

somehow feel that i can give more to guides than i presently am, because i don't want to regret it when i'm sec 4 and say, why didn't i treasure my time with the patrol, company, and whole rg guides?

and i can't post up the pictures we took (because hotmail's not working currently)! grahhhhhhh. face's feeling hot from baking the first batch of blueberry muffins. from the baking mix. actually, using real stuff tastes much better than the baking mix, but i guess we're pressed for time! (: baking. haha.
say you don't ever want this to end.

jane
&tagreply!
elena: ((: hahah thank you! elena's loved too, no? haha.

2007-07-26T19:54:00.000+08:00

taiwanese buddies, joanie and joan.

biscuits we sold for fundraising! at church.

a time for memories. i'm looking forward to tomorrow. friday. SA block (free block actually, other than math assignment) Comp studies PE Recess Science English Assembly.

so, geog, lit, or history?

someone just tell me what to do, because i really don't know;

if i'll make the wrong move again.

but thinking of your smile makes it alright again-

jane

&tagreplies!

thashi: heh yup FAMily ((:

daron: err, hello haha.

jianxiong: haha, yeah!

yimin: wheee okay sure thing. bio spa?!

pretzel/banana/mickey: haha was really sweet of you to give me a banana! :D it tasted good.